My life is so much associated with UM. Somehow all my friends and my conversations turns out to be referring back to um. How sad. I dont have a life. 

Dont change the way it is 18/4/2015

With the new sv i am happy that i dont want to mess it up. Good guidance and i trusted her. So much that i dont listen to myself anymore. I believe that she will provide nothing but the best. That is what i believe in right now.

Everybody has been asking me that i should be happy with this new sv. I was a bit ashamed of it. Maybe i made it too obvious. So everytime people asked me i will answer with a shrug or just its fine ok.

I always make it clear to everyone that i want an A. Like a real A no kidding. Then my sv first thing said that it doesnt mean that if i am with her that its a gurantee that i wiĺl get A. Then Dr c said the same. Then yesterday Dr p said you can get A now. And i said no there is not enough time to write. She said its kind of true.

By the end of my discussion yesterday wit sv she said i am happy. Wait. Shouldnt i be the one who said that i am happy. Well....



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I feel sp stupid right now i apologize to new sv for being rude but later replied  back to jer that i did that bevause my mother insist on me to. Andbshe said to feed ur ego. Oh owh...stupid mistakes laaa........what am i thinking. She is the new sv la.i am so shy now to go see her. How la now.. i feel like not doing it anymore. Haiyyaaaa....hope she wont remember any of it lor..

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New sv and free private lecture 15/4/2015

Since i was impatient and rude to the HOD and now the same hod is willing to be my new sv, she gave me a good 30mins lecture on it. I swallow it nicely just like she said i have to swallow it since i am younger and lecturers are in higher position than students. Damn right.

Talking about rough diamonds and how my sharp edges is killing people. I thought her words are killing me in the first place. She said i dont have to see her anymore this is the final semester. Yeayyyy! 

We talked and she was nice guiding me through my research. She will meet me again on Friday to finalize a few other things. Had spss class with Prof KC tomorrow hope everything is fine.

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Almost 7/4/2015

I had meeting with the three lecturers from my department. prof k, dr c, dr p. I came late so Prof K explained evertything and it was the same thing she told me in whatsapp on days before. She was all nice. She promised that it will be settled by 48 hours at most. Then she emailed again saying it will be another week till they can make the decision to change supervisor because they have set a date for my soon to be ex sv to come at her convenience. Fuck your convenience! 

What about us. We are not at that convenience. And prof k was all about getting down on that which pissed me off. They can all rot in hell and keep all their knowledge burried together. What is so hard with secretly taking in 3 students who are already in their data collection phase and only need to discuss on a little on analysis and discussion. What bunch of selfish people.