24/7/2015

I am not a nice person i know. I didnt put my ex sv name in my paper. Just submitted today. Felt fine. Feeling motivated and wanting to do more. But i was thinking of how boring and lonely it is to stay here. I am thinking of working hard so i cant get my mind off things but it doesnt work really. 

23/7/2015

Done my teaching workload file. But need to borrow some geriatric books to do the course outline and prepare some lecture notes. They said we can use the old one. But me as a new lecturer still freaking eager to do it myself and show off lah. And need to get community books as mentioned in the course reference. 

at 30

At 30 i vow to eat healthier, exercise more, reduce junk foods and be positive.

At 30 I feet more responsible, more confident on how i carry myself. But the downside was i felt more impatient, i got more angrier at people who do not follow rules etc..

At 30 I feel happy about my life, always thinking of the future and i wanted to be successful in life. I am more competitive and matured thinking. I care a lot on things that i may not even give a second look before. 

7/7/2015

Zip it. Just zip it. Keep it to yourself. No one needs to know and nobody wants to know. Be grateful of where you are now.