Had my final presentation of research project today. My sv wasnt around got meeting with dean. So i found out that sv asked the others to see her after this. But didnt say anything to me. I felt left out. But well if sv not interested then i wont bother to go see her. Whats the use she never care. I need to repair and change a lot of things. But i dont know if i should see her or just do what i thought was right.
At the end, sv pulled my knapsack while i was talking to other people. She asked are you in bad mood? No i am not. I rushed to pay for the food in cafe. Then i went up to see sv in her office. She asked whats wrong i looked uninterested. I had a transparent face and she said i looked so blur like i dont know what i was talking about during my presentation, though i looked sweet. Lol! She said she knew me from before and i was so good and skillful in presentation. I dont believe it myself but that sure boost my confident. So i told her i just got back from my uni and so tired then my laptop broke down then i had to print at the labcom and wasnt ready to present i dont have time to read all that. But still i should control myself and not be very transparent, but maybe because i am young and as i get older i may be able to control it well.
